Tears: weapon or weakness

February 28, 2014 at 3:28 pm (Uncategorized)

This is going to be a sad post. You have been warned.

Sometimes, l wonders how far I have came. From being the kid who used to cry just because it was a very strong bargaining chip, almost guaranteed to get her what she wants; to being the girl who hides in the bathroom and cries, because she knows that if her parents hear it, it will only end worse for her; to the girl who cries because she knows that they purge her of her anger and hurt leaving a hollowness, a hole, behind, which she tries to fill with calm, if not happiness, and hopes that one day she will succeed.

I read somewhere a question, when do you know that you are a grown up. There were many answers, but i wonder nobody mentioned tears. I think you are a grown up when you realise that its only yourself that you can change, when you can pull a perfectly natural fake smile, when you wait for the day to end just so you can curl up in your bed and cry into your pillow, when you realise that tears are a weakness and not a strength.

DISCLAIMER: This work, like my evry other work, is purely fiction. It is not related to any institution, person, place, animal, thing, orc, nazgul, dalek, shadow hunter, elf, dwarf, witch, wizard, dragon, hobbit, jedi, ghost, corpse or anyone else and is not intended to hurt them, downgrade them, copy from them, discredit them, steal from them or anything else u can think of. Please do not sue me or hurt me or murder me. I have no money and am a humble student. If u r angry, comment below and i’ll see what i can do about it. Thanks.


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February 19, 2014 at 9:52 am (Uncategorized)

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A human being s…

February 19, 2014 at 9:45 am (Uncategorized)

A human being should be able to change a diaper, plan an invasion, butcher a hog, conn a ship, design a building, write a sonnet, balance accounts, build a wall, set a bone, comfort the dying, take orders, give orders, cooperate, act alone, solve equations, analyze a new problem, pitch manure, program a computer, cook a tasty meal, fight efficiently, die gallantly. Specialization is for insects.
–Robert A. Heinlein

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Free ebook sites that are also legal!!

February 19, 2014 at 9:44 am (Uncategorized)

  1. The Classics: Browse works by Mark Twain, Joseph Conrad and other famous authors here.


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February 19, 2014 at 6:40 am (Uncategorized)

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February 19, 2014 at 6:39 am (Uncategorized)

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February 19, 2014 at 6:38 am (Uncategorized)

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Choose happines…

February 19, 2014 at 6:32 am (Uncategorized)

Choose happiness!

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Infernal devices: The clockwork angel – A fan’s ramblings

February 5, 2014 at 10:35 am (Uncategorized)



This is a story of a girl, Theresa Gray, who finds herself plucked out of her normal American life and into the world of London downworlders (downworlder is a name given to every kind of supernatural creature in this world and beyond).

Tessa’s story begins with misfortunes, from loosing her aunt to finding herself kidnapped and her brother in the clutches of her kidnappers, the dark sisters. Although as the story improves, her fortune definitely improves.

From the dark sisters she finds out that she herself is a downworlder and a special one at that. And her ability, her nature, her parentage and her uniqueness is a mystery that keeps you curious and the subtle hints about it strewn across the novel keeps you hanging. But this is not what keeps you up at night wanting that just-one-more-chapter long after you should have gone to sleep, it is the budding friendship, leading to an inevitable love triangle, between Tessa and the two heroes of the story – Will and Jem.

Will (with his black hair and wild blue eyes and his passion and intensity and aggressiveness and recklessness) is the exact opposite of Jem – sweet, kind, understanding, stable, loving, sensitive, careful Jem. And Will and Jem are as close as brothers and you don’t want either of their hearts broken.

Its a story of love and loss, of making a family with strangers when all in your family are strangers, of good and bad, of downworlders and machines. Its a story set in a fantasy world that keeps you on the edge of your seat. Its a story that moves at a fast pace uncovering a finely woven plot leading to the destruction of shadowhunters even as they all race to prevent it.



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I took my stars…

February 4, 2014 at 12:18 pm (Uncategorized)

I took my stars and locked them away. Now they are all safe and hidden and I am all alone.

That’s something I wrote on my own

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